I finally have an Elise! (And a Personal Update)

First, I'll start out with a personal update on what's been happening with me in the aftermath of my latest suicide attempt.  I'm doing better.  It would be a big damn lie to say that I was doing well.  You just don't bounce back after something like that.  Sometimes coming up from a depression low can take months, even years.  I'm still sleeping A LOT.  I remember saying to one of the doctors that it's beyond exhausting, hating yourself with every fiber of your being.  It's the kind of exhaustion that won't just go away after one or two good sleeps.  It's an exhaustion settled deep in your bones, in your brain.  I'll go outside for some sunlight, and to walk around our property, watching the cats, deer, pheasants, birds, etc just being animals, doing animal stuff.  I won't just pop up like a Jack In The Box, but I guess every day that I'm alive is a bit of a success.

Anyway, here are pictures of my first Elise!  Hopefully not my last.  Maybe she'll show up on Saturday at the webinar!  Only a few more days!

Outfit:
Jacket - Liv
Earrings - Fashion Royalty
Dress - Barbie Basics
Necklace, Leggings - MiniBarbie
Bracelets - Barbie
Belt - Goldstroke Adele